The future

I thought I would take a different approach to my usual posts and write about what I am feeling right now.  I think that it is important to write down how we feel about the present and our future so that we can read it later in life.

I keep thinking about graduation day and finally finishing my college experience.  I have an overwhelming fear that things won't turn out the way I want or expect in the future. Although I'm not the only one consumed with these emotions, I wonder what will happen after May 12. 

I find myself thinking more and more about what the next few weeks will bring.  I would like to say that my final weeks as a senior at Buffalo State will be enjoyable but, the course load doesn't allow me to feel joy.  I have completed my calendar for this class, I just have to get them printed for my presentation. 

Since we are about to embark on the journey of real world experiences I have been asking myself the following questions:

1) What am I going to do after I graduate?
2) Should I move to Charlotte or stay in Buffalo?
3) Is grad school a good option for me?
4) Am I going to make enough money to pay back my loans?
5) Marketing? PR? or Advertising?
6) Am I going to be happy with my career?

So, I leave you with this thought...dreams are important, but, what are you supposed to do if you don't have a dream of the big picture?  I do not know where my future will take me but, I know the future is bright.  Whatever happens, will happen.  Fate is a beautiful thing.